I sometimes feel as though there are two of me
I notice it in the way that people catch me in my own thoughts and statements. How I say one thing bothers me and then a similar situation comes up and it barely even registers on my radar of things that bother me.
I thought, maybe I’m just open-minded or I’m so indecisive that I change my mind about things every week but there’s still part of me that thinks there’s something more to be explored there. I go back on so many things that I say and although I once thought that it was beautiful to change your mind a lot, that it shows I’ve learned something new since then, I often get the feeling that people are getting fed up with it.
Bleh. (That’s seriously how I’m ending this random thought because I lost where I was going with it)
