I never really realized that the reason I crave my boyfriend on such a physical level is because he fulfills my emotional and non-sexual needs. It’s just that extra something I need from him in order to feel complete.
This is great and all but it also makes it really tough to have a healthy Christian relationship with him too. I would love it if foreplay was enough until we got married someday but that’s just not how it is. I suppose it’s easier for people who haven’t already lost their virginity, for people who haven’t already discovered what they like and what they don’t and people who haven’t already discovered that in their partner as well. It’s so easy for us to press each others buttons in all the right ways.
It’s difficult for him because I’m so comfortable with my sexuality now, so I wear skirts that are a little shorter and necklines that are a little deeper. I wear bras that cup my cleavage in a flattering way and wear my hair in ways that are begging to be tousled. I sound slutty in the way I describe it but actually it’s mostly subtle and I just know what he’ll notice.
I honestly don’t know how people do this and I’m also very impressed by their will power. Kudos to you all.
